Just an update

Things are so far looking up. My christmas vacation was good, visiting family was a good reminder that spending a week is just long enough, not too short, not to long lol. I got some cool stuff and a LOT of clothes which is good :) Even got a Spiderwire cap that I intend to wear, I never wear hats usually but this one is cool. The trip there on the bus was fine (12 hours about) but the trip back we got stuck in a blizzard so the 12 hour bus ride turned into a 17 hour bus trip. Not fun lol, on the plus side I got to catch up on my reading lol.

Once I got back things were slow for a few days as we prepared for the New years Party. It was a big thing for me. Whenever I went to SG's place I was always usually quiet and kind of a downer, hell I wouldn't want to hang out with me. So I was determined to not let that happen. True the first few days before the party were a bit rough on me, just some of my own issues. But those are dealt with :) When I went I was totally pumped and had a blast! It was a lot of fun, especially twister! The group was awsome and I doubt it could have gone better. Well no sense in putting a limit lol It was just simply spectacular.

Now I am back working, which is good because it gets me active once again and no more christmas lounging lol. So far my new year resolutions is to focus more on myself, get back into shape or rather improve myself.. get a new computer chair! lol and a few other smaller ones.

SO I don't know how things will proceed with SG and I or anyone for that matter. I am just going with the flow and seeing how life goes. Thats starting to become my standpoint for many things. True its not easy to do this as there are residual feelings, but we will just have to see how things go. I am making new friends and experiencing new things. So we will see what happens :)