If its not one thing its another.

So I went out last night with SG, Jack, V, and a few others and had a remarkable night. I was a little worried things would not go well as I was already a bit well.. hosed, not much but enough. I think once I hit the cool air and got to see SG I sobered up and really got into the right mood for the evening. I really started to enjoy the night and really got into it. I didn't drink too much but the company itself was intoxicating and I found myself having more fun then I ever had before. It was awsome. There was even a game of spin the bottle and some heavy scene's :D which was really fun. The best part? I didn't feel wierd in the least! I was like wow this is cool and enjoying it no.. GAH she's kissing him! lol it was great.. scept I have the worst luck when it comes to the game it seems (first time playing actually) and rarely got to kiss at the start, but I really caught up as the night progressed much to my satisfaction lol.

Thats the good part. Now for the other thing.. the bad thing. It seems that things with P have taken a turn for the worst. She basically suddenly decided last night that she doesn't know if she wants to see me anymore or to talk to me well she kinda did till I well, said I was too tired of this crap to deal with it right now. I am so stressed out that when one thing starts going good, another takes a turn for the worst. It's making me question even finding someone for me. Sure its great and all but it can be too much hassle. SG is more then enough really.. but that is if I wanted to wait around and sit at home and do nothing. SG and I both don't want that. So I won't close that avenue off yet, but I need to deal with P and figure it all out. Whats ironic is that I just met her parents a few nights prior! Like.. Ok you introduce me to your parents but don't want to see me anymore??? It was kind of forced to meet her parents as well. They brought her to my place and then offered to take us there.. which forced me to meet and talk to them. It was either that or seem rude and put them off about me. All in all they liked me, approve? Dunno but then again would it really matter?