God dammit..
Never fails.. friday night.. and am two things.. horney (haven't ahd it for a month and a half..) and lonliness.. haven't seen SG in about the same amount of time.. Survive I will.. fail I have I guess..
I'm just prediciting the incoming brutallity.... its sad... my relationship with SG lasted much longer then any monogamous relationship to date.. sad ain't it? I dunno.. just bored.. peeved.. depressed, angry, wounded, blank.. everything at once.. inside I'm a storm.. on the outside I just look blank and very very tired... so very tired....
adieu...
I'm just prediciting the incoming brutallity.... its sad... my relationship with SG lasted much longer then any monogamous relationship to date.. sad ain't it? I dunno.. just bored.. peeved.. depressed, angry, wounded, blank.. everything at once.. inside I'm a storm.. on the outside I just look blank and very very tired... so very tired....
adieu...
posted by K at 10:32 PM
3 Comments:
K: Sorry to hear about your frustrtations. I've been there, believe me. My life was crazy for about a year. But, it does get better. Blogging will help get some of the feelings out and to help you heal. My motto was to take it one minute at a time. Even though it seems like you're never going to get your head above water, it does happen.
You're in my thoughts.
Mich
k,
I'm glad we got to chat this morning. I'm sorry your going through so much right now. I wish there was more I could do for you and SG. I consider you both my close friends...
BIG HUGS
~padme
thanks Mich and Padme, I know eventually all will be well.. just dunno when.. ah well but thanks for your encouragement and kind words :)
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