My day my day.. where to start..
Well Hmm.. I can start with saying my sleep blew. I went to bed a bit distressed and I went to bed late...Damage control for someone else is always fun.. so yah morning started slow.. got rushed out of the house as my ride was already waiting.. he was early.
Surprisingly work was the best thing to go for me today holy shit! Had fun making fun of other co-workers and they I.. am with a good crew so its all good. I'm an awsome worker compared to the last one and everyone likes me. So s'all good.. got my raise.. got paid.. was good.. next I went to the strippers was ok.. had a few drinks.. saw some average girls show off their bodies.. was good.. I jsut sat back and watched.. conserved my cash this time only 40 bucks.. I know I'm a cheapass.. better then the 100 bucks last time lol!
Got to talk shortly with Padme.. was really good. Then shit hit the fan. Now on top of everything else I have to restrict what I talk to with SG and how long. Wow.. makes me wonder really but of course I will do as asked. I may not like it but I will do as asked. Personally I see it as being overbearing in control.. But then again I broke the rules and so I must pay the consequences.
On top of that I remember a time before when I felt like a child.. being told what to do and when to do it. I chided myself and was told that wasn't it.. honestly.. it sure seems like that now.. my father used to always tell me "Speak only when spoken to" and that was enforced to a good degree.. guess the same applies here.. although I can be totally wrong. Probably am. Ah well.
Surprisingly work was the best thing to go for me today holy shit! Had fun making fun of other co-workers and they I.. am with a good crew so its all good. I'm an awsome worker compared to the last one and everyone likes me. So s'all good.. got my raise.. got paid.. was good.. next I went to the strippers was ok.. had a few drinks.. saw some average girls show off their bodies.. was good.. I jsut sat back and watched.. conserved my cash this time only 40 bucks.. I know I'm a cheapass.. better then the 100 bucks last time lol!
Got to talk shortly with Padme.. was really good. Then shit hit the fan. Now on top of everything else I have to restrict what I talk to with SG and how long. Wow.. makes me wonder really but of course I will do as asked. I may not like it but I will do as asked. Personally I see it as being overbearing in control.. But then again I broke the rules and so I must pay the consequences.
On top of that I remember a time before when I felt like a child.. being told what to do and when to do it. I chided myself and was told that wasn't it.. honestly.. it sure seems like that now.. my father used to always tell me "Speak only when spoken to" and that was enforced to a good degree.. guess the same applies here.. although I can be totally wrong. Probably am. Ah well.
posted by K at 2:45 PM
9 Comments:
k,
I really enjoyed chatting with you too. Thank you for letting me have some fun with you and SG yesterday. It was a lot of naughty fun for me. :) *big grins*
Sounds like a really fun day for you. I havn't seen the strippers in a while...sounds like a good time. :)
I'm sorry to hear shit hit the fan..I hope your doing ok..
BIG HUGS...
thank god you commented hun :) its soo much better.. had it have been a negetive one I'da unloaded.. just in well.. a mood lol.. thanks again for everything you've done for me and for SG.
k,
I consider both you and SG my friends. I am there if you need me. I'm very sorry you were in a mood. I hope there's a part 3 to your story?
BIG HUGS
Oh trust me theres going to be a part 3 and more! :D I dunno once I start writing I tend to just go with it and it can become a novel at times :) I guess you could call it dragging it out.. I just call it development :)
And thanks for everything Padme :D
Ahh, K. I still really feel for you. I can imagine it's hard. You tried to keep it in check, but the post smacks of hostility. I'm guessing based on SG's blog that Jack has imposed limits.
Don't take this wrong - you're so young. You have so much ahead of you. This is a really complicated situation and it has to be even MORE so at your age. I'm only 33, but I would swear there's a world of difference in how you think and act in your 20's as opposed to 30's. I tend to think of under-30's as babies still.
The interesting thing is you will probably learn so very much from this experience. The bad side? It's going to have a shelf life, in my best guess. And you're going to have some heavy emotions to deal with all the while.
Good luck to all of you. I hope you all find even ground.
Red I want to thank you for putting things so politely and objective. Many could learn from your approach on commenting :)
Well yes typically there is alot of difference between a person in their 30's and another in their 20's. Although I am young I feel I am mature for my age. thats what I feel however.. others might have a different opinion..
The similarities is that we all.. 20's or 30's or older.. we all make mistakes.. it happens.. and its how you deal with the consequences that marks who and how you are. I made a mistake. Now I have two choices.. ditch it and move on.. or do what I can to work it out in the hopes something great can come of it. Well theres the easy road.. and the hard road.. I wasn't much of a fan for the easy road lol. So yes I aim to stick to my guns.
True some issues came up.. and I didn't take ti to well but once I took a step back and cleared my mind I just nodded and worked harder on myself and the situation.
Its hard to be optimistic but I am trying.. the similarity is simple, were all people, people with emotions. Older you are.. chances are you can handle them better. Me I handle them alright.. sometimes I slip. This post was one of them. Now hopefully next post will be better :D Have to be optimistic.
Just curious...how did you break the rules?
Well SG and I've been in this relationship for a while and we got too comfortable and well.. I personally neglected the condom rule. My own fault. It was a stupid mistake and I'm paying for it now. When things got hot and heavy my mind just wasn't where it should have been and that lead for the downfall.
Oooh, okay. I have been reading SG's blog for a few years and I hope everything works out for the three of you. I will continue to read your blog also, and just know that I am the least judgemental person on earth because I don't walk in your shoes. Life is what we make it and we only get this one chance to live and have fun.
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